crazy

i've been going crazy! i really want this job at ybca.... it's my... ?can i say?... "dream" job! i want it so badly, i'm setting myself up for a disappointment.

i'm also going crazy, because i found out localendar deleted my archived events from 2001-2004!!!!! i'm very very very frustrated, but what can i do, it's a free service. sigh! i emailed them, hopefully they can retrieve all my data for me. but i doubt it. sigh.